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But they didn't really ever give me answers as to why I didn't look like them. There'll be points when I'll be out in five years old and I realize that you know my mom look different to me and I'd speak to my friends in school and say oh why I'm watching my skin's this color on why you think my mom's not colors I could I was very much aware of it from a young age but then I'd go to my parents and they'd say things like oh you know you're definitely related to us and you're definitely our child and we love you and you don't need to worry about that. Even I had this really nice happy childhood.
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So anxieties about my race they kind of gnawed away at me at different points in my life growing up. And your parents not necessarily answering your questions began to take its toll. And nobody really spoke about why that was for most of my life until I asked them really what age to the lack of knowledge. I'm tall and I've got curly hair I'm brown skinned and black and mixed race but the rest of my family is completely white. So I grew up just on the outskirts of London and I had a relatively normal upbringing aside from the fact I didn't look like anybody in my family. Now you had a normal lovely childhood but there was always one thing that stood out to you and your family. Now Georgina we're going to start off with you.